I feel a little lame. I recently met a cute guy – correction: a really cute guy – and left without any way of getting in touch with him.
I lacked the balls.
We were in that classic scenario where you meet someone attractive at Starbucks, but you’re not sure exactly how to escalate. Similar to the street approach, there is almost no way to do it without being extremely obvious… which you’d think, for a vixen, I’d have down.
I met a guy at an acting workshop once with whom I played an extremely subtle version of footsie for the entire day. At the end of the workshop we were chatting just before I was about to leave and I looked at him for a moment before saying, “Yeah, I’m gonna give you my number.” Later, he said he loved that I informed him of this, that I had the confidence to just know (and believe) he’d want it.
To me, it was obvious. I knew he was going to ask for it and I knew I was going to say yes and I had places to go. I was just speeding up the process. Unfortunately, with this recent cutie, I wasn’t so swift.
I was already sitting at a table when he came up and asked if the neighboring table (with absolutely nothing on it) was free. I looked up, surprised, and found myself gazing at one of the cutest guys (albeit a bit young) I’ve seen in a long time. “No, I don’t think so,” I stammered (when I really should have said, “Nope, it’s wiiiiide open. *Wink*”).
As it happened, there was also a little bit of water on his newfound table, which he glanced at with an unsavory expression. I offered him my napkin (yes, I’m that chivalrous). He replied (even more chivalrously), “Wouldn’t dream of it,” and went to fetch his own. And upon his return, he dropped an extra napkin onto my table, like a little offering. I smiled.
Then he procured a chair, because obviously he was with someone. A girlfriend, I thought dejectedly. But then why be so flirty? He was a puzzle.
A guy friend, as it turned out. The guy friend wasn’t nearly as cute as the original guy, but he was a bit better at engaging me. First he told me my boots were cute, and we had a brief exchange about how I got them at a thrift store. Then we all sat there awkwardly for a while, me on my laptop but acutely aware of the two of them next to me, the two of them attempting to carry on a normal conversation while acutely aware of me at the next table.
Finally, the friend asked me what type of laptop I was using – another useless question but a good opening, and we discussed that for a moment. Unfortunately, by this point, I was pretty stressed. I was late to an appointment and had therefore offered my table to a rather regal looking woman who had come forlornly to our section. That meant I had to go, so I started to gather my things. I at least managed to ask the cute guy whether he was a writer, since he had a notebook open and nothing else (no smartphone, no other distraction). He was also writing with a small calligraphy pen, which was intriguing, and I told him he had nice penmanship (true).
But that was it. For a long while, while I was sitting there stressing out about wanting to talk to him but also needing to go, I considered leaving my card with him when I left. I would have said, “If you’re single, give me a call sometime.”